About Own Experiences

I will now tell about some of my own experiences, which have had an influence on myself regarding my apprehension of the devine principle.

It seems like every event in random occurs in time in such a way that it in the event itself is knowledge about another event, often an event in the future.   

About Light

How Prayer Become Granted

When I was young I didn't think much about God. At that time I had so many other interests, as football, skiing and other sports. But I was maybe 14-15 years old when I for the first time was wondering if there was a God. And one evening, before I should go to bed, I thought spontaneously that I should pray to God and ask him to give me a sign, so that I could believe that he really existed.
I switched off the light, went to bed and prayed to God to give me a sign that he really existed. After that I opened my eyes and I was really surprised when I on the side of my bed, straight in front of my eyes, saw a weak circular light, maybe one centimetre in diameter. The window shade was down and the room was in complete darkness, but to be sure that the light didn't come from the outside, I cuped my hand and held it over the light and looked under my hand to see if the light still was there. And the light was still there. Until I fell asleep. Never before and never afterwards have I seen a similar light again. 
For many years I didn't think about this episode, I thought there ought to be a natural explanation. But later on this episode has strengthen me in my opinion that it must be the future event, in this case the light, that unconsciously affect us. The reason that I just this evening prayed to God was that there should be a light in front of me at that time. The light was the future event, in this case a coincidence near in time. 

How a Bird Build the Nest at Wrong Place

Many years later I saw another light. This time it was early in the morning and I really don't know if it was a dream or reality. I was sleeping and I awake by a soft bang and when I looked under the roof in the corner of the room, I saw a light that couldn't come from the outside.This light was rather strong and can more be compared with sparks from the roof.
However, I noticed that the light couldn't come from the outside. And my visual picture afterwards is that when I first saw the light I didn.t sleep in my ordinary bed, but in the bed beside. And there I hadn't been sleeping for a long time. So I can't say if it was dream or reality just when I awoke.
The strange thing is however, that about three weeks later, on the Midsummer Day, I heard a little birds chirp from the attic, almost straight above the place where I saw the light. I found out that a wagtail built its rest under one of the roofing tiles, and the nestling could not find the way out, but jumped down on the attic. From the attic couldn't the young bird come out by itself, so I had to help the bird down. About two days later I helped another three nestlings down from the attic. 
This was an event that just happened by chance. But if there is information from a higher consciousness in what we see as events in random, what could this then means? Well, the first day I heard the little bird from above was on the  Midsummer Day, the day when the name in the calendar was Johannes (John in English). In this event that occured just in random, it is therefore possible to think that there is a consciousness saying: "There is something that has with Johannes (John) to do".

How Lightning Appear

Another time I came driving with my car, when I saw flashes of lightning along the ground beside the road. It was lightning with a lenght of ten  metres or so, and many in succesion. This is a phenomen I haven't heard about. But there is of course an explanation. Anyhow, it was heather lightning. In the sky I saw a large cloud, which looked like a face. In the Bible is also mentioned about heather lightning and then about the Son of Man. This happened in Finland, when I was on my way from Oulu to a place by name Ii (ii). With me in the car was a woman from Ii.
Many years before this event, I have visited Ii of another reason. I was with car on my way home from Oulu and had started to pass a tractor, when the tractor suddenly started to turn over the road against a side road. In order to avoid collision I turned into the same side road, but the right side of my car got a scratch from the front wheel of the tractor. As the driver of the tractor not wanted to be responsible to the accident, I had to go to Ii and in lawcourt try the case. However, I came out of the struggle victorious. 

About the Word

How Words Fall in Place

How Reindeers Are at the Right Place 

Later I came once driving my car in the middle of the wilderness, when I far away saw two reindeers, one on each side of the road. Earlier I had seen tracks of reindeers just outside my house, so I thought I should listen to the radio and find out what was said there. Someone was singing a song on the radio, and precisely when I passed the reindeers I heard the word "rein". It wasn't about reindeers they were singing, but the word "rein" was in the text. Maybe this was what we say is a coincidence, where the word falls in place with another word.

How Birds Co-operate With Drivers

A couple of days after the event with the reindeers, I came again driving alone in the wilderness early in the morning, with very few other cars on the road. Then I saw how a bird was flying across the road in front of my car, and continue a bit beside the road in the same direction as me. I was sitting wondering if it was a female capercaillie, when a car passed and I on the number plate read "ORR" (in English "black grouse"). Most likely it was a grey hen, thus an "ORR", that flew across the road. And possibly information from an event that occur just in random. 

How Visitors at a Restaurant Talk Big

Once I wanted to investigate if God knew what I was thinking, so I decided to go to a place where much people were gathered. Before I thought that I should listen if somebody mentioned "God", "heaven" or something like that. I simply thought that if God knew what I was thinking, then maybe somebody close to me should mention any of those words.
So I went into a restaurant, went to the bar and ordered a soft drink. Beside me two persons were sitting speaking, and after a while a third person arrived starting to speak with the other two. And believe it or not, it didn't take long time before one of them said: "...by God" or something like that. 
And as I see it, the future event that somebody should mention God, inspired my thought unconsciously to do this investigation.

How to Listen to Favourite Music

A few miles away two churches are located on each side of the road, some hundred meters from each other. A summer evening I thought that I should go by car and pass this place, listening to the car radio if words like "God", "heaven" etc. were mentioned. 
I listened to the music radio, and only a few minutes after I passed the churches, a piece of music was played in which the words "God" and "church" were mentioned. It is again possible to believe that the future event affect us unconsciously.

How to Get Work Done Without Asking for It

I and a good friend of mine were during one year together owner to shares, among others a Finnish share by name "Raision Tehtaat". Once my friend sent a press cutting from a business newspaper in which the headline read: "Raisio is running like grease". 
The same day as I received the cutting I got my car back from the repair shop, where I had left it the day before, and then the clutch (connection) was greased without asking for it from my side. 
In this case, the time and the place were given. It can be seen so that the "clutch", the connection to the word, ought to be from God.

About Coincidences

How Birds Co-operate with Radio Programmes

Short time after this event I came driving my car, listening to the car radio. A programme about economi was sent. It was summer and the programme was obviously made outdoors, because I heard suddenly how a bird, a crow, was croaking loudly in the radio. And just after I heard the crow in the radio, I see how a quite living crow is flying across the street in front of my car. 
This could be what we normally say is a coincidence in time.

How Birds Can Surprise a Driver

One bird I particularly remember, was a dove flying in over the road when I came driving by car. The dove came quickly in over the road, and over my roadway the bird stopped completely and descended. I thought then that the dove will be hit by the windscreen and die. But nothing happened. The dove survived as by a miracle. 
In the Bible is a story about the Spirit, ("Anden" in Swedish), that descended as a dove. We see this as a random choice, but there might also be some information from a higher consciousness, in what we see as a mere chance.

How to Get More to Think of

At this time I started to think that things like this must come "from above". No human being could consciously be involved in this, and I decided to do some investigations by myself about such things.

How to Find Boats for Sale

I now tried to find out if there really was a God by studying how the mere chance, colours, coincidences, the word, our unconsciousness etc. could be thought to influence us. For example, once I was sitting looking how the wind bent some high straw of grass in the garden, and in the direction to the main road. I sat down in my car and drove away just in random. I wanted to see where to mere chance should take me. 
This day it was partly cloudy, but from time to time it was openings in the cloud-cover and I drove against the openings. I also looked at the colour of the flowers beside the road. For example, if there was much of the blue colour, I turned at the next road crossing in that direction where I could find something blue. When I had been on the way for a while, a small bird flew across the road, and I turned in on the next road in the same direction as the bird flew and so on.
It ended up at an isolated farmyard and on the yard was a motor-boat. I saw no people, but when I had stopped, a swallow flew against the boat, did an u-turn round and flew back again. The swallow had built the nest under the roof ridge to one of the houses on the yard. 
After a while the owner to the house came walking and I asked him if he should sell the boat. "Yes, he said, but it isn't this boat, but the one over there, behind the house". He seemed to be a little surprised that I knew he should sell the boat and asked who told me that. However, it didn't result in a transaction.
In this case it was a mere chance that I ended up at this house. But it seems as there is a meaning in the random choice.

About Number Four

How the Sun Is Punctual

It happened during a period that I looked at the sky when it was a cloudy day, to see what time the sun should emerge from the clouds. And more than one time I saw the sun at rather exactly four o'clock. That made that I later on remembered number four.

How to Get Information of Numbers and Way

A short time later on I went by car to a small shop and on the way back I met four cars closely after each other. I looked at their number plates and I had time to read JUS, KUR, KLO 8 on three of them. KUR, which in Swedish is a small house, reminded me of my summer house and I decided to drive there. KLO 8 made me thinking of eight o'clock. 
At the place where I turn off the main road, I saw eight cars parked on the other side of the road. Seven of the cars stood parked after each other in an east to west direction, but car number eight at the front stood parked in a south to north direction. A few days earlier I had seen a parked car, which looked like my old car. That car stood parked a few kilometers away, on a road in south to north direction. Because of that I thought that I should drive that road at about eight o'clock, and this happened about one hour earlier. I wanted to investigate if I could find some information in what we see as random choices, for example if I could find something with connection to number eight. 
The television was on but I didn't watch. Short time after eight I heard how someone in the TV-program said, "Push on off". I then took the TV remote control , pushed "off", took the car and drove away. I listened to the car radio, a reading from a novel was sent and I heard the readers word, "What now happens can no human being manage". I didn't believe that, so I switched off the radio. 
After the road I was driving, there was on some of the telephone poles beside the road a box with a number on the box, and I found four boxes when I had driven a few kilometers. I then thought that probably there were no more, so I stopped and I thought I should drive back. But then I thought that I should drive further part of the way to be sure. I was looking for something with connection to number eight. But when I had driven only a few hundred metres, four birds flew across the road just in front of my car. And immediately after they crossed the road, they slowed down and turned to the south, and so did I. This time I think I was a little shocked, I sat thinking of number four, and then four birds fly across the road just in front of me. And the birds came rapidly and unexpected. 
However, I turned back and continued on a road southward and there I found three boxes more, consequently seven boxes altogether. On the way back just before I should turn off the main road against the summer house, a car passed and I read on the number plate: "MOT". The word "OT" is in Swedish pronounced as the word for number eight. I then get yes (M) "Eight". Later on I drove the same road a second time and then I found eight boxes. I had the first time missed one of the boxes.

How Butterflies Appear Together Two and Two

Another time I awoke one morning almost exactly at four o'clock. When I looked out through the window in the hall, I saw how two butterflies were sitting on the window close to each other, one bigger and one very small. When I went into the wash room I saw the same on the window there, a bigger and a small butterfly sitting exactly as the butterflies on the window in the hall. 
Is there maybe a parallel universe to our own universe? Or is there to every event also a wave function, making that every event seems to occur at two places?

 How to Get Birds to Show Themselves

I had also read somewhere that some people saw the number four as a holy number. For example there are four evangelists. One day when I stood thinking about this, I heard a bang against the window. I looked to the window and I could see a small bird, a great tit, sitting on one of the window bars. I went to the window and outside I saw another four birds sitting in a tree. Shortly afterwards one more bird came to the tree, and then one of the other birds flew away and sat down a few seconds on a stone, and after that the bird flew to another tree, a birch, and sat down a few seconds on the trunk. 
This reminded me of what I learned about matter in nature, namely that the electron can jump to another level of energy, if energy is supplied in the form of a photon or otherwise. Maybe energy is more than just energy. Who knows?

How the number four appears again

This event occured some years later than that in the the previous section. I had for a long time thought that I must go to a place by name Lulea to do some shoppings before my vacation. And now I felt that I must go. By mistake I passed by the first approach to Lulea, so I drove  on the second approach, the way that leads over the bridge at Bergnaset and runs close to the harbour. I then saw four State ice breakers at the ore quay,  lying after each other and with the names "Oden", "Atle", "Ymer" and "Frej", in now mentioned order. There were no other ships.
"Oden" was a God in Old Norse mythology. "Atle" was a King of Huns in ancient Icelandic literature. The name "Atle" means "little father" and is a diminutive (very small) to the Gothic word "atla", equal to "father".  "Ymer" was a prehistoric giant in Old Norse mythology. "Frej", in reality "the lord", "the ruler", was a God in Old Norse mythology.
When I was young I worked for a time on board mechant vessels and the first ship I signed on to, was a ship just at the ore quay in Lulea. Therefore I have a certain interest of that place and I always look if there are some ships. The name of the ship was "Atland", not far from "Atle". And closer to "Atla". "Atland" belonged to shipping company "Broströms".  Later on I have worked on a ship by name "Atlantic Span". The word "Span" is in Swedish  the same as "bro" or "brospann". 
"Atle" is a very unusual name and the only person I know with that name, was a class mate at the comprehensive school, form seven and eight. He lived on a place by name Båtskärsnäs ("Båt" is in English "Boat"). Ice breakers are classed for going in ice and belong to the category "boats".
I will now show something common to all of us. There is no scientific value in this today, but it can be interesting to think about.
I then move to the world of physics and to the periodic system, in which all natural elements are systematicly placed. I use tables from 1962. There I choose group (class) IV. In group IV (four) I choose period two ("Atla"). Then I come to the element coal, with chemical designation C.
Coal is included in all forms of life, in vegetation and animals, as well as in human beings, and furthermore in all the Universe. When we die no more atmospheric carbon dioxide can be absorbed and the content decreases gradually. Thus, here we find a type of watch and something common.
"Class mates" to coal ought to be nitrogen, with atomic number seven (number of positive charges), oxygen, with atomic number eight and hydrogen, the element that is most occuring in the Universe, with atomic number one. Coal has atomic number six.
We also know that in nature are four forces. Downward after strength: strong, electromagnetic, weak and gravitational interaction. The second force, electromagnetic, has infinite range (as the gravitational).
Here somewhere, together with the energy that exists in all matter, I think that we some day in the future find the solution how God acts. For example, what is positive and negative charging? They are unity charges. But what is in reality their outermost nature?

About Clouds

How Spare Parts Can Influence

The reason that I sometimes looked at clouds was that I once visited a restaurant and when I was on the way to leave, my way was blocked by two persons carrying a box on which I could read "lightbox". The contents of the box was probably spare parts to the lighting. 
On the way home it was clouded over, but the sun started after a while to emerge through the clouds from time to time, and I became dazzled by the light.

How Clouds Can Co-operate With the Music Radio

I had learned that there might be information in what we normally see as a random choice. This morning I was sitting looking at the movement of the clouds and I thought something like: "God morning God. Do you have something to learn me today?" A small bird shortly afterwards passed by outside  the window and I switched on the radio. Just at that time a program with music was broadcast and when the piece of music became silent the linkman said: "The Father". The piece of music had just that name. The third song had the name: "Clouds for You, Baby Blue". 
I wrote down this short time later on and while I wrote, a bird, " MR. JUDGE " (in Swedish), sat on a tree outside my window.
It is almost unbelievable and it is more than chance.

How Newspaper Headlines Can Co-operate With Clouds

Short time later on I was into a kiosk in Lulea, a town I seldom visit, buying a business magazine. On the cover was a picture with the face of three persons with the headline : "Those Who are Mostly Redeemed are Sitting at the Top" and beneath I could read: "Lost Among the Clouds". I had at this time a subscription to this magazine, so I had a few days earlier seen the cover, as I now thought I should send to an acquainted. On my way out from the kiosk I heard how the church clock at the cathedral was striking three times. I was really surprised, it was afternoon and the time was 15:45. 
This is also almost inbelievable, but it is true.

How to Learn the Greek Alphabet

Another time I was sitting looking at the clouds when I suddenly saw how the Greek letter ¶, "pi", was perfectly formed in the clouds. As the clouds move, the letter ¶ disappeared rather quickly, but just afterwards, I could on the same place in the sky read the Greek letter µ, "my". And both letters were perfectly marked. 
These are letters frequently used within mathematics and physics and I have myself written these letters many times. The type of signs I have used here, "Goudy", are similar to the signs I saw.

How to See the Sky a Cloudy Day

A few days after last event the sky was clouded over and I thought I should drive about 30 km to see if there was an obvious.opening in the clouds where I was driving. At that time I was convinced that God really existed and tried to find out if it was possible to get a sign from "above". But all the way the sky was covered with a thick layer of clouds. Therefore I think I got a smaller shock when I the last kilometer turned into a smaller road and straight in front of me saw a large cirkular opening in the clouds. I could clearly see the blue sky through the opening. Hard to believe but yet the truth.

About Events of the Future

How to Speak About Elves

I visited once a dance restaurant and there I danced among others with a woman on holiday from the southern part of the country. Her parents home was in this part of the country, so I asked if she had visited her parents. "No, she said. They are dead". A short while later on I danced with another woman and as it was summer and hot I said to her after the dance that it should be pleasant to rest for a while. "Rest we have to do in the grave, she answered". When I sat down at my table I thought about this. I found it strange that two persons, independent from each other, mention death and grave at almost the same time.
I was driving car on my way home and, close to a church I passed, a small bird came suddenly jumping on one leg across the road, just in front of my car. The bird was obviously injured as it only used one leg. I heard how the bird was hit by the underframe. The bird remained lying on the road, so I returned and laid the bird by the side of the road,at the kerb. I could see in the eyes that the bird still was alive. After that I drove away. But after a while I thought that I should have moved the bird to a better place, on the grass beside the road. I turned back and placed the bird beside the road and drove away again. But when I had driven some kilometers I thought that gulls or other birds could see it, so I turned back again and this time I took the bird into the car and placed it on the floor. Just as I took it into the car, I saw how a black cat came strolling some hundred meters away. As the bird was alive, I thought that if the bird could rest for a while, maybe it should revive. So I put the bird into a paper box in the outhouse when I came home. But the following morning the bird was dead and I dug a small cavity near the shore and buried it there. 
So first two persons spoke about death and grave and not many hours after that I had the experience of "death" and "grave". This event also occured at a place with connection to death and graves, namely beside the church and its graves. Sometimes it seems as the words are connected to a certain place. However, it seems as we all, in some way, are unconsciously connected together with regard to a future event.

How to Know What the Dentist Is Going to Do

Once I had a time to visit the dentist, and this happened about one week  before that. By a mere chance an excavator passed my house, on its way to do a work further on the road. I decided to ask him to pull up a big tree by the roots from my garden and also to take away some stones. When the stones should be taken away, it was necessary to take away another two trees, because they stood in the way. 
Thus, I took away three trees and when I one week later visited my dentist he took away one of my teeth with three roots. The connection to the future event seems to be the word. In this case the place and the time were given.

 How to Look at What Have Been Done During the Day

I will also tell another little funny story. On television was this evening sent a series in repeat. In one of the episodes they spoke about a dog with the same name as me, Knut. The dog had become sick, got a blue tongue and lost hair. 
I don't lose more hair than what's normal, but just this day I took up a tuft of dust with hair from the floor. This day I also went out for a walk on a forest road and at the same time I took the opportunity to eat of blueberries I found beside the road. 
It seems like words seek the words. The time for the program to be sent and the words in the program were in this case determined long time before this day.

 How a Birthday Present Can Be a Pleasure to Both the Celebrated and the Guests

Once I was at a birthday party in Finland. A young girl had as a birthday present bought a hymn-book to the celebrated and as I am borned January 16 I looked at hymn number 116. It started as follows: "O, Holy Spirit..." (In Swedish "O,Helige Ande"). In Finland "spirit" also means "person". 
Three days later one of our banks had an advertisement in a business magazine which I subscribe to, with a full-page picture of an advertising agency by name "The Paradise". The picture symbolized God, surrounded by two sons in the Paradise, all keeping their right hand against the heart. 
A few days later I saw three cars driving closely after each other and I read on the side of the cars: "Hertz, Hertz, Hertz". A while later on came another car with "Hertz" on the side and many miles away I saw the same day one more "Hertz" car. Hertz is a car hire company and the word "Hertz" is a German word and means "heart". 
But there is also a famous scientist by name Hertz, and he discovered the electromagnetic waves. I always try to find a meaning with what's happening and maybe is there an unconscious communication with frequences. Who knows?
Short time after this my friend had gathered a lot of paper together which she planned to burn. By pure chance I took a newspaper placard laying crumpled up on the top and on the placard was a picture of a bird and below I read: "Come Holy Spirit". It looks like the mere chance is more than just a mere chance. 

How a Baby Can Speak

This friend of mine had a female cousin who died of cancer relatively young. The same day as she died a small bird was sitting quiet for a long time in a tree outside the house. On the way home from the funeral, my friend and her daughter were stopped by a driver who was without petrol to the car. In the car was also a small child, a baby. 
In the evening the sky was clouded over, only the light from the moon emerged as a sign from above. 

How to Get a Pat on the Shoulder When Giving Notice of Termination

I must also tell about that time when I gave notice to God that I intended to leave my "employment". I'm an engineer, Master of Science, and I have no theological education, but I had by my own  done "research" if God existed and if it  was possible that God communicated with us in any way. I had found that God existed, but I saw no reason to continue. It was enough to me. But later I thought what meaning it was with my research. Was it no meaning at all? It was at that time I discovered that there might be something more important. But this day I was also tired so I "said" to God that now I will lay off with this. 
Later that day I visited a small shop to buy some food and just when I had stopped and still was sitting in the car, one for me completely unknown person came to my car and started to talk with me and tell about his life. He had his bicycle close in front of my car, and when he saw me he came up to the car and started to talk. He spoke about his own life and I listened to him a few minutes before I went in to the shop. 
When I had payed and was on my way out, this man stood beside the walkway and when I passed he put his hand on my shoulder and said: "Well, thanks to you". He had absolutely nothing to thank me for, but I thought that it was in accordance with my "notice of termination" that day. However, later on I resumed my "research"

How to Get Benefit of Reading

What I told in my home page seems unambiguously point against a higher consciousness we not yet understand. Desirable is that we in the future should get only one religion.

And this was what I wanted to tell.

I stop with some words from a poem written by the Swedish author Viktor Rydberg (freely translated)

What right you thought, what you with love want to, 
what beautifully you dreamt, can not the time ravage, 
it is a harvest, as from him will be rescued, 
because it belongs to the Kingdom of eternity. 
Walk on, you humanity! be glad, be comfort, 
because you carry the eternity in your breast.