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| A Higher Consciousness |
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When I grew up, on the country side, three of our closest neighbours had the name "Helga", "Helge" and "Helge". "Helga" and "Helge" is in Swedish the same word as "Holy". So there is a trinity in the word "Holy". |
| Another of our neighbours had the name "Augusta", which leads the thought to the name "Augustus". The emperor "Augustus" received the title "God like promoted" by the Roman senate, on January 16th, 27 BC. Gives biblical time. |
| The house nearest to my home as
a child (the house is now gone), had an owner by name
Hannes Johansson, which leads the thought to Johannes, in English John. For example
the evangelist St.John. |
| During last years three new houses have been built close to my home as a child. I can connect the profession or the name of the first owner to the word "carpenter". According to St.Mark 6:3, Jesus himself was a carpenter. |
| The famous Swedish botanist Carl von Linné
(1707-1778) made 1732 a scientific exploration expedition to the northern
part of Sweden. About my home village Sangis he wrote that "Our Father"
ends in the
village. By that he meant that in the village we speak Swedish, but in
the next village to the east, also in Sweden, people speak Finnish. Thus, he
spoke about the language and the word, and possibly unconsciously about the
prayer "Our Father", in which we can find the word "holy".
Carl von Linné worked for many years in Uppsala. |
| My grandmother and grandfather were the owner of a small part of land in the village. The name of the land was "Betsen". Close to this part of land is today a day nursery located (Home for children). If I replace "s" with "l" in the word "Betsen", then I simply can associate to the word "Betlehem". If I am standing at "Betlehem" and look to the north and maybe a little to the east, then I can see a twinkling "star".The "star" is twinkling all the time, day and night, all the year round. This is symbolicly "The Star of Betlehem". In this case the "star" is located on the top of a TV-pylon. |
| In my home village by name Sangis, we also speak another tongue, a very old language, a farm language, maybe thousand years old. |
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Close to my home as a child is a small part of land, which my parents called "myran" (in English "myrrh"). It's an old part of bog land (the Swedish word for "bog" is "myra"). The dwelling-house has for many years been painted in a yellow colour, and for many years we have heated the house with firewood, which causes smoke from the chimney. The place is in accordance with the Bible expression, "gold, smoke and myrrh". |
| My home as a child was a farm.
To the farm belonged a dwelling house, an out house for cows and other
animals, fields and forest. In the out house there was a hay-barn, room for
firewood, room for tools and other rooms. Thus a rather long
building. |
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For many years we had post-box numbers in the village. In my home the number was 333. Nowadays we have road numbers. Ours is 30. The digit 3 occurs frequently. |
| A famous Swedish writer by name Viktor
Rydberg, (1828-1895), has rather well, unconscious of it, rather well given a description for
the location of the house in the poem "TOMTEN" (In English "Father
Christmas"). Viktor Rydberg wrote among others about the
Trinity, and he was of the opinion that the Trinity was in conflict with the words of
the Bible and the human sense. I will later try to give an explanation.
Nowadays I am the owner of a "TOMT" (In English "building
site") close to the house. |
| In the Swedish Bible-translation from 1917 is
a map of Palestine from the time of the Old Testament. If I accept that "The
Salt Sea" in the Bible is the sea where I live, the northern part of
Gulf of Bothnia, then I can recognize, with a little bit of imagination,
"the heath land" to the east of my home village and on the Finnish
side of the border places as Enare Lake (Kinneret Lake), Salla (Salmon),
Rovaniemi (Ramon) and Simo (Bet Hajesimot). That means that the position
might have a relation to the word and to the time. |
| My grandmother can be said to be from "the house and lineage of David", as it is written in the Bible, because she was born in the same house as a man by name David. My grandmother had a sister by name MARIA JOSEFina, also from "the house and lineage of David". In the Bible is told that as JOSEF was of "the house and lineage of David", he went to Bethlehem together with MARIA in order to be registered for tax. |
| In the Bible is also told how Jesus feeds 5000 men,
besides women and children, with 5 BRÖD (in English "loaves") and two
FISKAR (in English "fishes"), and what remained when all had
been eating was 12 KORgar (in Endlish "baskets") full. At another time
he feeds 4000 men, besides women and children, with 7 BRÖD and a few small FISKAR,
and what remained
when all had been eating was 7 KORgar full. |
| Across the river that divide
the village in two parts, are two bridges that from people got the names "New
bridge" and "Old bridge". The "Old bridge" is
located higher up in the river. Higher up counterflow. |
| Not far from my home as a
child were three houses and three persons with biblical names,
"Esther", "Reuben" and "Laban".
"Laban" had another name, but was mentioned as "Laban"
when he was young.
Why, I don't know. Whether "Laban" had two daughters, I
don't know today. |
| God is big and the human being is small, we say. As a gift from above there are two lakes close to the village by name "BIG Lake" and "SMALL Lake". |
I will now add up the words and then I get the following words: Holy, Augustus, John, Jesus, the word, "our father", Bethlehem, "the star of Bethlehem", tongues, "gold, smoke and myrrh", comforter, three, big, small etc. and texts from the Bible. Everything points to biblical time. Is that just pure chance without any meaning, or is there a higher thought trying to awake our attention? I think the latter is right.
As I am born January 16, and have name-day January 13, and as I have the word "John" (St.John), I go to the Gospel according to St.John, chapter 16, verse 13. There we can read the following as I showed earlier.
"But when he, the Spirit of truth, comes, he will guide you into all truth. He will not speak on his own; he will speak only what he hears, and he will tell you what is yet to come".
"Spirit of truth" is in Swedish translation "sanningens ande". Now notice that all letters in the word "sanningens" (in English "the truth") are included in the word "Sangis", my native place. Then we might imagine that the word "sanningens" (the truth), formed first, is in fact formed with respect to the word "Sangis". That should mean that the future event give us the word.
Now suppose that the connection to the word is by God. I then start with the words in the Trinity, that is: the Father, the Son and the Spirit (in Swedish "Fader, Son, Ande"). In the Swedish translation, I get the word "Anderson" from the two words "Ande" and "Son", and by adding "r". And the end justifies the mean.
Tryning to understand what God says, I now write a famous expression in which I change the word "ANDE" to "ANDErsson":
"I FADERN, SONENS och den helige ANDErssons NAMN (In English "in the FATHER'S, the SON'S and the holy SPIRIT'S NAME")".
I now write the names, where God is "God Father".
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Gud (in English "God"), Jesus, Knut - common letter is "U". |
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Father, Christ, Andersson - common letter is "R". |
We get the word "UR", which in Swedish also is the name for a watch, thus leading the thought to the time.
Now remains the most difficult, namely try to
interpret the above obtained information. Time past, present time and the
future ought to be a Trinity, where it can be understood, that Jesus acted in
time past, people now living are acting in present times and thus, God
should be acting in the future.
God acting in the future seems to be reasonable,
as all creation take place in the future. What exists today is already created.
And then it is also possible to go back in time all the way to Big Bang (the
birth of the universe), and say that before Big Bang existed the future. It must
also be better to create a universe if the future is known, than to create a
universe and afterwards see what it became from everything. Maybe is it then so,
that time past and the future exist at the same time, where our consciousness is
connected to time past and our unconsciousness is connected to the future.
But if it is so that God influence us unconsciously with regard to an event in the future, then let us see how Samuel Morse (1791-1872), the creator of the Morse alphabet, has designated the letters U and R? The Morse alphabet is built-up with short and long signals, or let us say small and big signals. U in the Morse alphabet consists of small, small, big after each other and R consists of small, big, small.
Now when we have come so far, can we give an answer to the question if Jesus was the son of God? And the answer should then be yes and no. As God, for us unconsciously, can influence so that a man and a woman meet each other, and the result is a relationship and children, then it is possible to say both yes and no. Furthermore it is possible that God is part in our genes. It should means that many of us can be named children of God.
I will in this matter also mention some words about
rebirth.
Already Plato, (Greek philosopher, 427 - 347 before Christ), discussed the
matter. From him we have what is called "Platonic
copies", ideas which are born again, a renewal of the reality in a known
manner.
As I see it, rebirth is reality because the future event
unconsciously affect us and give us the word connected with the future event.
And that is possible if the future event can be said to have occured, though in
another dimension of time. Then it is the future reality that unconsciously give
us the word. And when the future reality occur, there is a connection through
the word backwards in time. If I for example in "Simon's house" know
three persons with names closely related to Joseph, Mary and Magdalene, then
perhaps I could say who the persons in the Bible were.
If the connection to the word is from God, then perhaps we could say that the universe once will stop its expansion and go in the other direction. The word universe is built up from the latin words "uni" = one, unity and "verto" = turn back.
To the question if there is life in the universe maybe we can give the answer yes, as we have given the star constellations name as Great Bear, Hare, Swan and so on. (Maybe we should rename the star connstellations and give them name as Paradise, Peacelovers, Kindness and so on).
Now there is another important question. Am I chosen or is this what I have written something I have discovered by myself, and with my own free will? My first name in full is "knUT torVALD", ("UTVALD" is in English the same as "CHOSEN"). Or maybe better "kn U t torVALD".
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The fact is that I can recognize myself somewhat in the story about the Prodigal Son. I have grown up on a farm and I have once in my youth helped my father to slaughter a calf. And that was not at all fun. But it was necessary. |
| It is written about music and dance. In Sweden we say that on my name-day, twenty days after Christmas Eve, we dance Christmas out or "Twentieth Knut, we dance the Christmas out". |
| It is written that he made a journey to a country far away and I have for many years worked in foreign countries. I have been away for long times, but I have always returned "to my fathers house". |
And He said: "A man had two sons.
The younger of them said to his father: 'Father,give me the share of the estate that falls to me.' So he divided his wealth between them.
And not many days later, the younger son gathered everything together and went on a journey into a distant country, and there he squandered his estate with loose living.
Now when he had spent everything, a severe famine occured in that country, and he began to be impoverished.
So he went and hired himself out to one of the citizens of that country, and he sent him into his fields to feed swine.
And he would have gladly filled his stomach with the pods that the swine were eating, and no one was giving anything to him.
But when he came to his senses, he said: 'How many of my father's hired men have more than enough bread, but I am dying here with hunger!
I will get up and go to my father, and will say to him: Father, I have sinned against heaven, and in your sight;
I am no longer worthy to be called your son; make me as one of your hired men.'
So he got up and came to his father. But while he was still a long way off, his father saw him and felt compassion for him, and ran and embraced him and kissed him.
And the son said to him, 'Father, I have sinned against heaven and in your sight; I am no longer worthy to be called your son.'
But the father said to his slaves: 'Quickly bring out the best robe and put it on him, and put a ring on his hand and sandals on his feet;
and bring the fattened calf, kill it, and let us eat and celebrate;
for this son of mine was dead and has come to life again; he was lost and has been found.' And they began to celebrate.
Now his older son was in the field, and when he came and approached the house, he heard music and dancing.
And he summoned one of the servants and began inquiring what these things could be.
And he said to him: 'Your brother has come, and your father has killed the fattened calf because he has received him back safe and sound.'
But he became angry and was not willing to go in; and his father came out and began pleading with him.
But he answered and said to his father: 'Look! For so many years I have been serving you and I have never neglected a command of yours; and yet you have never given me a young goat, so that I might celebrate with my friends;
but when this son of yours came, who has devoured your wealth with prostitutes, you killed the fattened calf for him.'
And he said to him: 'Son, you have always been with me, and all that is mine is yours.
But we had to celebrate and rejoice, for this brother of yours was dead and has begun to live, and was lost and has been found.' "
The Gospel according to St.Luke 15:11-32
Some people with knowledge of the Bible, are of the opinion that the numbers of the verses in the Book of Psalms are in accordance with the years in the 20th century. For example should the Psalms around 40 tell about the years of war around the year1940. As I am writing this in the year 1999, thus the Psalm 99 should give information about the year 1999. In the Swedish Bible this Psalm is called "The Threefold Holy".
The Threefold Holy
The LORD reigns, let the peoples tremble; He is enthroned above the cherubim, let the earth shake!
The LORD is great in Zion, And He is exalted above all the peoples.
Let them praise Your great and awesome name; Holy is He.
The strength of the King loves justice; You have established equity; You have executed justice and righteousness in Jacob.
Exalt the LORD our God And worship at His footstool; Holy is he.
99 Psalm 1:5
Consider: Cherubim = Angel like a child; A supernatural creature that is considered to be close to the divinity. (From National Encyclopedia, NE)
The phrase "in the last days" dosn't necessarily means the last days of the universe. As I write this at the end of 1999, I allow "the last days" means "the last days of a millenium".
And it shall be in the last days, God says,
that I will pour forth of my Spirit on all people,
and your sons and your daughters shall prophesy...
The Acts of the Apostles 2:17
Consider: prophesy = preach
Consider: that the "Spirit" is mentioned here ("Ande" in Swedish)
To give a simplified picture how our unconscious works, it is possible that our unconscious is built up something like a chessboard, where the time is at the top and the place along the side (birds, for example, have a built in compass, which they use for navigation). If the place and time are given, then we automatic get the word . And if the word is given, then we get the time and the place. As the time and the word are common to all, it can be several people acting against the same event. It is also possible to compare with a car battery, where our unconscious (plus terminal) is connected to the future and our conscious (minus terminal) is connected to past time. Plus and minus forms a closed circuit. Now it is certainly more complicated than that, it's only an example.
In this connection it can be mentioned that Einstein has showed that the future and past time exist at the same time. How we apprehend when a star explodes in a distant galaxy depends on how we are moving. If we are moving in a certain direction, the star exploded yesterday, but if we are moving in another direction, the star explodes tomorrow.
I think we have to search for God in our own genes and in what happens around us. At the same time it seems like we all are connected together by an invisible band. Sometimes I get the sense that God gives us the conditions, the big, but we must ourselves improve the details, the small. I also think there is a meaning with life. It should be rather meaningless with a Universe, if there were no life that saw and observed that there was a Universe. But I also think there might be a deeper meaning with life. We can be needed to make a better Universe. With the thought it is possible to travel as far away we want in just a moment.
I have now given examples how a higher consciousness can be thought to affect us. There is no doubt that still there is much we haven't understood yet, but in the future we will look at it as something natural. In the last part I will tell about my private experiences, which have affected me in my apprehension.
